I'm spending another day bumming around the cabin while the others ski, but today I'm not alone. Patrick stayed behind to keep me company! He just ran out to get us something to eat for lunch.

He is so freaking cute I can't stand it! Why, oh, why am I crushing on Nicole's ex? I can't remember the last time someone got to me this way. We spent the whole morning playing board games. Right now we're on a break from a very competitive game of Monopoly. I told him that I've never lost Monopoly. He smiled at me and said, "until now." A challenge...now I'm going to have to win!

When he left to get lunch he told me to stay away from the board. He kept teasing me about cheating. I explained to him that there is no way I would cheat. I want to beat him fair and square!

I wonder how mad Nicole would be if I dated him. I wonder if she'd even care. Damn it! She's got the perfect guy already. Wouldn't she want me to be happy? I'm going to sign off now because I'm just going to sit here and talk myself into thinking it's alright to go after her ex.