It's finals week and things are crazy. I hate finals week. I spent the most of the day stuck in the library with Amanda and Nicole. I feel like my head is going to explode. Jason stopped by and he and Nicole tried to talk me into going to the Poconos after Christmas. I'm still not sure about it, but I promised I'd continue to think about it.

Tonight I'm meeting up with Andy for dinner. Our date was Saturday night. He took me to this place in Pennsylvania where they have lots of little shops and they decorate for Christmas. The lights there were beautiful. We had dinner and then we shopped - I was shocked that he agreed to shop with me but he did. He might be a keeper. I say "might" because I'm not 100% sure that I'm crazy about him. He's sweet, kind, and good looking, but I don't have the butterflies in my stomach.

I was talking with Molly yesterday about how I envy Nicole's relationship with Josh because they there are always sparks flying when they are together. Molly was telling me about her ex-boyfriend that she broke up with because he was a foreign exchange student and had to move home to Australia. They still keep in touch and they have finally saved enough money to meet in Hawaii in May! It's been two years since they have seen each other but the desire is still there. It amazes me. That's what I want. I want someone who will still be pining for me two years later. I want a guy who will meet me half way in a tropical paradise because he wants to be with me so badly.

I'm not sure that Andy is that guy, but it's only been one date and he's sweet enough that I'm willing to see where this could go.