It's another gloomy day in New Jersey. I don't care it matches my mood. Last night I had to sit and hear Molly go on and on and on about how Nicole is making a huge mistake. She wants to call Josh and tell him the truth. She didn't, but I'm not sure she won't. Nic's secret may not be a secret for too long. I think that if a friend tells you something in confidence you should keep it in confidence. I know she has a lifelong friendship with Josh but she's one of Nicole's best friends. I think she should keep her mouth shut and stay out of it.

Patrick is in town this weekend. He's taking me out tonight. It's not a date. We're way past that, but I'm still looking forward to it. I always have a good time when I'm with him. I hope it takes my mind off of things...you know, like death, heartache, betrayal, the fact that Ben treats me more like a sister than a potential girlfriend.

Boy, am I doom and gloom or what? I should snap out of it. I shouldn't personalize other people's problems - even if those other people are my best friends. This is why I could never go into psychology. I find it fascinating, but I would totally take on everyone's problems.

Well, now I'm rambling so I should log off. My class starts in a few minutes anyway.