I'm so confused and I have no time to become unconfused. Patrick arrives tomorrow and I'm completely depressed over Jason. I was fine, you know? Everything was going along. I liked Patrick, and even though he lives in Florida, I knew that Spring Break would get here and we'd figure things out. Then Jason comes along and lays a kiss on me that I can't get out of my mind. Damn him!

I hate that Jason awakened something in me and now he's back with Kelly. I am trying to be a good sport about it, but I really want to go punch him in the gut because that's what I feel like he did to me.

Molly thinks that as soon as I see Patrick I will forget about Jason. I hope she's right. I really liked Patrick. He is smart, witty, unbelievably sexy and he challenges me. I like that. I am just going to focus on that and try to forget about Jason and Kelly.