Jason kissed me. Really kissed me. It's been 14 hours and I'm still in shock. What does it mean? Was it to forget about Kelly? Or could he actually want something with me? I was so stunned at the time that I didn't even ask. All I know is that I liked it. I really liked it.

Maybe Nicole was right. Maybe I have been harboring some feelings for him this whole time and I just didn't know it, or want to face it because of Kelly.

I wish I knew what it all adds up to - especially since Patrick is coming home next week. We're supposed to hang out next weekend. I really like Patrick, but Jason has been a pretty good friend and...oh, I just don't know!

I have to get ready for class now. I have no idea how I'm going to concentrate. I cannot stop thinking about that kiss.